My New Beginning

Sunday, August 8, 2010

I need clarification in my life.

I need to clarify what just happened here. Dan just hung up on me from a conversation we were having about how he has decided to not pressure me to do all these things anymore, such as apply to jobs, because he feels bad. And I said I was disappointed to hear him say all of that, and he got upset and said "fine!" and hung up on me. *sigh*

I need someone who can understand me. I need someone who can understand exactly how I'll react to certain things and understand that I am only coping with the situation and mean no harm. For example, when he told me he was sorry, and that he doesn't want to pressure me anymore, my reaction was that I didn't want him to say all these things if he didn't really understand. But that I appreciate him caring and ..I don't think he understands that. I was already disappointed but now I am even more disappointed by the fact that my own boyfriend doesn't get that about me. I need a boyfriend who can understand me like his true best friend. How can we possibly marry each other if he doesn't know what I mean by certain things?

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