Sunday, September 26, 2010
I think my sister is fucken pathetic. She doesn't deserve my time of day. And I actually thought things were actually getting better. Ho ho ho. Boy was I far from right. After today, I can officially declare I have ABSOLUTELY no faith or hope in Anh. I seriously mean that with all my heart. I can't believe how skewed her mindset is. I just can't see how anyone can ever get along with her.
Just a couple days ago, literally, we were finally talking a little bit to each other, why? Because we have to carpool for work together on Thursdays to make the car situation a little easier on the family. So that was when she finally decided to be nice to me again. I swallowed my pride and cautiously let down my guard. Even today, when she started a conversation with me earlier, I still had my guard up just in case she was not genuine. And I guess I was right. Because as soon as I stood up for myself, things went straight downhill from there.
We were having a shallow conversation about the weather and movies--and nem nuong, when she all of sudden brings up:
"By the way, you still have to treat me out for owing me for doing your taxes for you." And she went off about it. Then I was like,
"You seriously can't do ANYTHING without expecting something in return from anyone?" and to that, she said snidely,
"Only with certain people----it depends on the person.---You never showed me any gratitude for doing your taxes for you. And it's not just that one thing, your behavior has been consistent with everything else."
"Seriously? I thought that was a kind gesture from you as my sister."
"If you are going to be idealistic and expect me to do things for you just because I am family, then you are WRONG". You always expect things just because we are family.
I DIDN'T expect you to do it for me just because you were family. I expected you to be a at least, you OFFERED to do it for me. I could've had the U of M people do it but you actually offered to do it. "If I hadn't done it for you, you would not have gotten so much money back." You are "You are so ridiculous" "I don't fucken expect you to do things for me because you are family, because there is a difference between expecting and accepting kind gestures". I fucken helped you with your pharmacy school application and you didn't show me any fucken gratitude for that. "WHat?! How did you even help me? Ohhh proofread it? Hahaha." OMFG, you are horrible. You are ridiculous. Don't even talk to me. I thought you changed but I guess you never did. "THat's right!, I didn't change, you are pathetic for thinking I would do soemthing for you just because I am your family. Stop being so idealistic."